Proper 7A: Being Light in the Darkness

Light in the darknessOLD TESTAMENT:  Genesis 21: 8-21

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We are familiar with the birth of Isaac.  His birth brings the Abraham story to  climax.  The verses stress that God has made good on the promises and that Abraham has been obedient in naming and circumcising Isaac.  It is the fulfillment of God’s promises to Abraham (and to Abraham’s descendants).  The foundation of something great has begun as the child grew.

But in verse 9, the story abruptly changes.  The reappearance of Hagar and Ishmael makes it impossible to dismiss them as simple diversions in the grand Abraham saga.  They receive almost as much attention as Isaac.  Isaac and Ishmael are both children of promise.  The Judeo-Christian tradition sees that God has made clear that the redemptive purposes on behalf of the world (the whole world, including Ishmael) will manifest themselves through Isaac.  But Ishmael does have claims.  The “other son” (and those that will come after him) are not to be dismissed from the family or from God’s realm.  God will remember both children and their descendants.

The relationship between Sarah and Hagar was either not resolved amicably or has deteriorated in the three years since Isaac’s birth.  Sarah’s depiction of Hagar as a “slave woman” probably drives home her concerns over inheritance rights.  She demands that Abraham send Hagar and Ishmael away.  She does this during the festival associate with the weaning of Isaac, a time of rejoicing because he has survived the difficult first years that most children do not.  (Perhaps she has waited until now to insure that there WAS an offspring.)  She only speaks “about” Hagar, never talking directly to her and again making her appear “beneath” her. Sarah gives Abraham an ultimatum, insisting that he choose between his two sons.  Modern readers probably side with Hagar, feeling sorry for her and with Abraham at the position in which he finds himself.  And, yet, some move must occur if BOTH of the sons are going to follow the shape of their futures that God holds for them.

Both children are recognized as belonging to Abraham but also to a particular future that will be worked out in the future.  God announces that it is through Isaac that descendants will be named for Abraham, probably referring to the covenantal line.  But Abraham can be assured that God will care for the future of Ishmael as well, making of him a great nation.

In this story, the people of God should recognize and rejoice that God’s saving acts are not confined to their own community or their own depiction of who God is.  God’s acts of deliverance occur out and about in the seemingly godforsaken corners of the world, even among those who may be explicitly excluded from the so-called “people of God”.  This story reminds the “chosen” that their God is the God of the world, the God of all Creation, the God who we can only fathom in our small, particular way.

The story of Hagar Hagar is often looked upon as one in which she becomes many things to many people.  In Texts of Terror, Phyllis Trible writes about Hagar’s story in this way:  “Most especially, all sorts of rejected women find their stories in her.  She is the faithful maid exploited, the black woman used by the male and abused by the female of the ruling class, the surrogate mother, the resident alien without legal recourse, the other woman, the runaway youth, the religious fleeing from affliction, the pregnant young woman alone, the expelled wife, the divorced mother with child, the shopping bag lady carrying bread and water, the homeless woman, the indigent relying upon handouts from the power structures, the welfare mother, and the self-effacing female whose own identity shrinks in service to others.”

This text does affirm that God chooses the line of Isaac (even with more intention than if the treatment of the two offspring had been “even-handed”)  But Abraham was chosen so that all families might be blessed through him.  What one does with the Ishmaels of the world in the face of claims for Isaac comes front and center.  God is God; we are not.  God has the power to make all things new.  We are reminded by this text that the world is filled with both physical and spiritual (in the way that Christians relate to Abraham) descendants of Ishmael.  There are 2.8 billion Muslims in the world and close to half live outside of the continent of Africa.  These, too, are the children of Abraham.

For Hagar, while she focuses on her past, God focuses on her future.  In the sixteenth chapter of Genesis, God actually draws her into the conversation.  Hagar is the first person in Genesis to encounter an angel of God and the first woman to be given promises.  She becomes the only person in the Old Testament to actually name God.  Where some would assume that this is a sort of “split-off” of the actual story of God, this narrative tells us that it is, rather, another way of telling the story itself.

 

  1. What is your response to this passage?
  2. How does our tradition usually read this passage?
  3. How does our society treat the “Hagars” of the world?
  4. How does this story call us to relate to the descendants of Ishmael?
  5. How does this text call us to see God?

 

NEW TESTAMENT:   Romans 6: 1b-11

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The letter of Romans is essentially Paul’s “manual” for life.  It teaches how to wrestle with the world and wrestle with our faith in the process.  This journey through baptism is a journey of life.  More than just washing away sins, it brings us into unity and participation with the living Christ.  We become not just “sinless”, but Resurrection people, with new lives and new outlooks.  Baptism doesn’t MAKE us children of God but instead puts us on the pathway to living our calling as God’s children.

The passage tells us that “we were buried”; in other words, our old way of living is one that we have let go.  We have buried it and find ourselves raised anew alive in God.  Being alive in God, though, is not a static way of being.  It is a journey, a journey that assures us of life and yet one that does not lay out every detail of that life along the way.  Being alive in God means being alive in the glorious mystery that surrounds us.

In the preceding chapter, Paul depicted God’s grace as the answer to human sin.  No matter our sin, God’s grace is bigger.  But then it is up to us.  This abounding grace is ours for the taking.  It not only forgives; it also reminds us who and Whose we are.  It reminds us that we are God’s children and that life always holds something more.  We move from being the “walking dead”, so to speak, to being alive in Christ.  But, Paul claims, first we have to let go of that death, to let go of the life that is killing us either physically or spiritually.  We have to let go of who we think we are and begin to live as the one that God created us to be.

What the believer does with the facts, says Paul, is to embrace them with a curious kind of realism. When we were baptized, the church was quite candid about the transitoriness of it all. Knowing how we could easily spend our whole lives lying about death, the church got all that over with right at the beginning by holding us under the waters of baptism. Early, back on Ash Wednesday, we were told, “You are dirt and to dirt you shall return” (Gen. 3:19) At the beginning, we were assured that our things, our kings, our empires and our projects don’t last. The church pried our fingers loose, one by one, from these alleged securities and pushed us into dark waters, waters that (surprise!) turned out to be our womb rather than our tomb. Rather than falling back into nothingness, we fell back upon everlasting arms. Death? How can we fear what we’ve already gone through?

We find that, quite surprisingly, we began really to live because we did not have to. All the really interesting people were those who had somehow learned to let go.  Is Paul’s talk of baptismal dying too mystical? I posed that question to a group of ordinary, everyday laypeople in an ordinary Mississippi church. “Has anyone here had to die in order to be a Christian?”  Silence. Then they began to testify.

“I thought that I couldn’t live in a world where black people were the same as white people. When segregation ended, I thought I would die. But I didn’t. I was reborn. My next-door neighbor, my best friend, is black. Something old had to die in me for something new to be born.”

Another said: “I used to be terribly frightened to be alone by myself. When my husband went out of town on business, I either went with him or took the children and stayed with a neighbor. But the night that my eight-year-old child died of leukemia, I stopped being afraid.”

“Forgive me,” I said, “but I don’t get the connection.

“You see,” she explained, “once you’ve died, there is nothing left to fear, is there? When she died, I did too.”

When he spoke of what happened to him on the Damascus Road, Paul never knew whether to call it being born or being killed. In a way, it felt like both at the same time. Whatever it was, it had something to do with letting go. (Excerpted from “Letting Go Down Here”, by William Willimon, in “The Christian Century”, March 5, 1986, available at http://www.religion-online.org/showarticle.asp?title=1002, accessed 16 June 2014.)

So, let go…and become alive.

 

  1. What is your response to this passage?
  2. What life is it that you feel you need to “die to”?
  3. What does being alive in Christ mean for you?
  4. Does this give you any new meanings for your own baptism?

 

GOSPEL:  Matthew 10: 26-33

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This passage is not one of the most comforting from the Gospels.  Everything will be known—all our secrets, all those things that we are trying to conceal.  Darkness and whispers will become easily seen and easily heard.  But you are a child of God.  God knows you and loves you.  So do not be afraid.  Just have courage.  Because walking from darkness to light is hard.  But you are not alone.

The truth is, this passage is not one of those feel-good healing stories.  It tells of disruption.  After all, Jesus did not come to walk the pathways of this earth to tell us what a stupendous job we were doing in the Kingdom-building department.  Jesus came to show us a new vision, the vision of God. And when new visions come to be, the others are often cut to pieces, curtains torn and storm clouds gather, and that is indeed uncomfortable.  Jesus came to expose the darkness of the world, to show us a different way.

For those of us who have never faced persecution for our faith, never lived in a darkness that we could not imagine, this is hard to grasp.  For most of us, we are born, exist, and will die in at least a dimly lit version of what our faith is.  But what if the world went dark?  What if all that you knew was hidden?  Do not be afraid.  That is what we are told.  You are not alone.

And for us, those who exist in a “peaceful and civilized” society, how should we read this?  Where are our darknesses?  Where are those things that the Way of Christ is exposing?  The truth is, Jesus calls us not to walk with the majority culture, but to align ourselves with the marginalized, to walk straight into the darkness and start shining light everywhere.  We are no longer called to be people of the Empire; we are called to be children of God.  The empires will do their best to crucify Jesus over and over again but, do not be afraid.  Nothing is too great for God.  Being one with Christ, in unity with who God calls us to be, will indeed show us life.

The season of Easter is behind us.  The work of the Resurrection now begins.  Where are you on the road?  Are you existing in darkness or shining light into it?  Be who you are called to be; be Light.

 

  1. What meaning does this passage hold for you?
  2. What darkness do you see in your world?
  3. What does it mean to shine light into it?
  4. How would this passage speak to our world?  Our society?  Our denomination? Our church?

 

 

Some Quotes for Further Reflection:

 

No man is an Island, entire of it self; every man is a piece of the Continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friends or of thine own were; any man’s death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankind; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; It tolls for thee. (John Donne)

 

Grace fills empty spaces, but it can only enter where there is a void to receive it, and it is grace itself which makes this void. (Simone Weil)

 

Don’t ask what the world needs.  Ask what makes you come alive and do it.  Because what the world needs is people who have come alive. (Howard Thurman)

 

 

Closing

 

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.  Where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love. For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen.

(St. Francis of Assisi)

Easter 2A: Beyond a Shadow of a Doubt

"The Incredulity of St. Thomas", Caravaggio, 1601-02
“The Incredulity of St. Thomas”, Caravaggio, 1601-02

OLD TESTAMENT: Acts 2:14a, 22-32

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During Eastertide, we read from the Acts of the Apostles, rather than the Old Testament. Similar to the story of how the Hebrew people united to be the people of God and the people that they were, Acts provides the earliest account of the disciples uniting together in the face of Christ’s Resurrection and how the church as the Body of Christ came to be.

The book began as a written conversation between a storyteller (Luke) and his story’s first reader (Theophilus). It is actually, though, considered an anonymous book. Even though the church traditions give credit to the evangelist Luke for writing both the third Gospel and Acts, there is no real evidence either way. If you read Acts for Acts, then the identity of the author is really of no importance. The focus for the writer and the focus for us is on the story itself.

There is also no clear evidence of when the book was written. Theophilus, as Acts “first reader” is unknown to us except for a mention in the third verse of The Gospel According to Luke. His name means “dear to God” and there is some speculation that that was the writer’s clever metaphor for every new Christian seeking theological instruction. (But it is probably more likely that he was a wealthy patron who underwrote the writing of the detailed manuscript to provide a useful story that would confirm his own faith.)

According to the writings of Acts, it seems that those who had been with Jesus did get on task pretty quickly and suddenly turned into witnesses rather than limiting themselves to being followers.  This passage is part of Peter’s “Pentecost Proclamation”.  You can hear the excitement in the voice of the writer.  There really is a desire to get everyone on board, to let everyone see what the witnesses have seen, what the witnesses now know.  The problem is that with most of us humans, there’s always a “but”, an excuse, a really, really, really good reason why we can’t fully commit to what God is calling us to do.

At first reading, it seems that there exists a strong belief here in the notion of Jesus’ death being “pre-ordained” by God.   I’m not so sure about that though.  If God did “pre-ordain” Jesus’ crucifixion, does that also mean that God “pre-ordained” the Crusades, the Holocaust, and the terrorist act of September 11, 2001?  I mean, where does it stop?  Whatever happened to free will?  Are we just pawns in some great divine chess game waiting for God to move us to the next place?  I have to tell you, that’s not my image of God.

As the Scripture says, I think God actually DID intend to hand this God Incarnate over to us, to give up a piece of Divine control, to invite us to respond to this incredible act of God literally walking in our midst.  Think about it…you know how you take that favorite jacket to the dry cleaners?  Life is not designed such that you can stand there and watch them check it in, go through the dry cleaning process, and hang it back in its environmentally-unfriendly plastic bag (yes, that was a little bit of a dig!), all the while making sure that it is properly tagged and identified and gets to where it needs to go.  No, the truth is, you hand it over to the cleaner.  Now, at the risk of comparing the Son of God to a really cute jacket, God handed over the human part of God to us.  God relinquished control.  It was up to us.  But…but we messed up.  No excuses this time!  We royally messed up.  We didn’t like change; we didn’t like being told that the way that we had figured out how to live was not the right way; and we didn’t like the idea that we could no longer control our own destiny.  So, we killed God.  We lost the Divine in our midst, if only for a moment.

BUT…”God raised him up”.  BUT God stepped in and found what was lost, redeemed what was gone, and made alive what was once dead.  THAT is what we are called to witness–not that something awful that God had supposedly “pre-ordained” happened, but that God had “pre-ordained” handing the very Godself over to us.  And when we didn’t respond the way we should have, God stepped in yet again–not to punish, not to “undo”, but to take the worst of humanity and recreate it into the best of God.  Now, my friends, THAT is a good story.  THAT is something to which we can witness!

This is the season when God shows us how to be more than followers, how to be witnesses and doers, how to BE Christ in the world…no “buts”…we really are supposed to do it!

  1. What meaning does this passage hold for you?
  2. What is the difference in this interpretation and the one that says that God “pre-ordains” participating with humanity in life?
  3. What do either of those notions say about one’s understanding of God?

 

NEW TESTAMENT: 1 Peter 1: 3-9

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First Peter is considered to be one of the general (or catholic) epistles, along with Hebrews, James, 1,2,& 3 John, 2 Peter, and Jude. They are not attributed to Paul and they are not addressed to a particular church but to a group of churches (catholic). First Peter speaks to the condition of the churches across the traditional lines of time and place. It has provided comfort for believers in troubled times from the end of the first century to the present. Using the imagery of baptism, it provides a reminder for the baptized of what it means to live out of the sacrament and to live out the sacrament in their lives as individuals and as a community.

The passage that we read includes praise for God for the ways in which Christians have been elected and redeemed. The term “new birth” refers to the new life received through Christ’s Resurrection. Being “born anew” does not refer to a specific spiritual experience, but, rather a radical rebirth through the Resurrection. The Resurrection of Christ provides hope for the future and strength for the present, according to the reading. Another theme represented is the idea of belief without seeing, or, actually, faith. It is by faith that we provide hope for our future and joy until then.

This letter was first written to people who were going through some really tough times, possibly people who were suffering because they WERE who they were.  They are not being promised a quick fix.  In fact, there’s a possibility that this is just not going to get any better at all.  Faith is not believing that God will fix it; faith is believing that there is always something more, something beyond what we know, something beyond even this.

 

  1. How does this passage speak to you?
  2. What does the concept of being “born again” mean to you?
  3. What does this passage say to you about faith?
  4. How does this speak to you about suffering?

 

GOSPEL: John 20: 19-31

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This passage occurs as a text for both Easter and Pentecost in the church’s lectionary. It reminds us that the seeing of the risen Christ is also the gift of the Spirit that begins our Christian journey. The second part of the passage is usually referred to as the story of “Doubting Thomas”. In essence, this really sort of falsely isolates Thomas from the rest of the disciples (and perhaps even us!) The center of this story, though, is Jesus, rather than Thomas.

It is the story of Jesus giving Thomas what he needs—the generous offer of himself. It says that, for Jesus, Thomas’ faith is more important than the grounds on which it is made. (In other words, HOW we got our faith is insignificant in the face of our faith, itself.) There is a fine line drawn between what Thomas needs and what Jesus offers. (Thomas needs what Jesus offers; Jesus offers what Thomas needs—the two are interchangeable—neither really came first.) So Jesus’ love for his own did not end with his death, but determines all future interactions between Jesus and the community of believers. It is a story of hope and promise, rather than a reprimand of unbelief. Jesus loved Thomas enough to do what needed to be done so that he would get it.

Hans Kung said that Doubt is the shadow cast by faith. One does not always notice it, but it is always there, though concealed. At any moment it may come into action. There is no mystery of the faith which is immune to doubt. Isn’t that a wonderful thought? Doubt is the shadow cast by faith. Faith in the resurrection does not exclude doubt, but takes doubt into itself. Faith is a matter of worshipping and doubting, doubting and worshipping. It is a matter of being part of this wonderful community of disciples not because God told us to but because our doubts bring us together. Examining our faith involves doubts, it requires us to learn the questions to ask. And it is in the face of doubt that our faith is born. God does not call us to a blind, unexamined faith, accepting all that we see and all that we hear as unquestionable truth; God instead calls us to an illumined doubt, through which we search and journey toward a greater understanding of God.

We have a common saying that expresses our insistence on tangible proof of every faith claim: “I’ll believe it when I see it.” And just when will that be? I ask myself, as I read this passage about Jesus’ appearances to the disciples and then to Thomas. When will the moment come when we look up and really notice, really see the Risen Lord who stands before us in every room in our house, in every situation in our lives? He is, in fact, standing beside you right now as you read this. Have you noticed?

The disciples were, John tells us, locked in their room “for fear of the Jews.” “The Jews” is John’s label for those among the religious leadership of the day who opposed Jesus. And, probably, code for those who opposed his community at the end of the first century. It doesn’t refer to all Jews of Jesus’ day and it certainly doesn’t refer to Jews today. I don’t take the disciples’ fear lightly. There was danger out there. Who knew whether the people who had killed their leader would now come after them? (Jn. 15:18, 19) Or whether they would be accused of having stolen his body in some resurrection scam? They were locked in their room with their fear and their grief.

That was bad enough, but now Mary had to come and introduce a ridiculous hope into their grief: that she had seen him and that he had spoken to her. How could such a thing be true? If I had been there in that locked room, I would have been thinking “I’ll believe it when I see it.” But the fact that I was looking down would have made that impossible. I would have tried looking at the four walls and the locked door. But all they signal is fear and false security. I would have tried looking at my friends’ faces. But all they signal is grief and confusion. So I would have been looking down when the Risen Lord arrived.

There is so much we miss when we’re looking down.

In these two scenes (Jn. 20:19-23 and 20:24-29) taken together, there are a couple of crucial things we would miss.

We would miss our Risen Lord’s greeting.

We would miss his good news.

We would miss the Risen Jesus’ Greeting:”Peace be with you.  Jesus’ greeting is not a statement of what Jesus wishes for his disciples. It is a statement of fact, of present reality. And he says it not once, but three times (Jn. 20:19, 21, 26). In early Christian worship services, the “passing of the peace” echoed this greeting of the Risen Lord whom they believed, as we do today, that he was in their midst when they gathered to worship. Worshipers greeted one another with the kiss of peace and the words “The Peace of Christ be with you.” I always feel cheated when, in a worship service these days, we are told to greet one another and everybody goes around shaking hands and saying “Good morning.”

“I hope you are having a good morning” is a far cry from “The Peace of Christ be with you.” The former is wishful thinking. The latter is a statement of the way things are because the Risen Christ, present with us in worship, has brought us peace. .” (From “Heads Up! Jesus is All Around”, by Alyce McKenzie, available at http://www.patheos.com/Resources/Additional-Resources/Heads-Up-Jesus-Is-All-Around-Alyce-McKenzie-04-25-2011)

a)      What meaning does this passage hold for you?

b)      What does this passage say, then, about doubt?

c)      Where do you find yourself in this story?

 

Some Quotes for Further Reflection:

 

Bidden or unbidden, God is present. (Erasmus)

 

I have discovered over time that the cross is supposed to take its toll on us. It forms us to find God in the shadows of life. Ironically enough, it’s the cross that teaches us hope…it is this hope that carries us from stage to stage in life, singing and dancing around dark corners. (Joan Chittister)

 

The beginning of wisdom is found in doubting; by doubting we come to the question, and by seeking we may come upon the truth. (Pierre Abelard)

 

 

Closing

The silence breaks into morning.

That One Star lights the world.

The lily springs to life and not even Solomon…

 

Let it begin with singing and never end!

Oh angels, quit your lamenting!

Oh, pilgrims, upon your knees in tearful prayer, rise up and take your hearts and run!

We who were no people are named anew God’s people, for he who was no more is forevermore. (Ann Weems, from Kneeling in Jerusalem)